and on my way I fantasised about them wanting me permanently gone and plotting how they would engineer my departure.
I know that social anxiety plays a part, paranoia, low self-esteem too, but there’s also a big case of ‘get over yourself’. Reading around the internet I find there’s a good mixture of all of this going on in most people a lot of the time. I don’t have a solution, but I do find comfort in knowing I’m not the only one, so here’s my neurosis to add to the mix.
