There’s a part of me that wants to destroy me for being undesirable.

Claire
8 min readFeb 19, 2024

TW: Suicidal thoughts

Photo by Adrienn: https://www.pexels.com/photo/three-women-posing-for-photo-1524105/

In two weeks it will be eleven years since I was in a romantic relationship.

In two weeks it will be seven or eight years since I re-framed it to being in a committed relationship with myself.

In two weeks arrives my most fearfully anticipated day of my life so far.

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Claire

Adventurer, word-lover, nature-enthusiast, psychotherapist, creative.